i know super long time hahaha. blogging seems so foreign now.
so i thought should start touching up on my life XD
after exams i decided to have some change.
change in font! heh heh.
well i did okay for exams. actually i kinda expected worse.
but lotsa people from my class did better than me. expected too.
i can get into the lousiest jc. well others can get into better.
haha but its a really comforting thought.
hmm. so yeah. i really didnt want to go school today and my parents are like half encouraging me to. not their intentions but their sarcasm haha.
band band band. always before band i feel so sian. but after band i feel so good.
which means my view on band is bad. but band is actually good.
during band now.. i gotta get out of my comfort zone... which sucks.
sectionals last time i would have just sat there and self practise until gayu comes in to teach. if not i just play my thing.
but now so many things are going through my head... should i ask everyone to play together? should i count? what if i do it wrongly? should i teach the sec 1? should i tell her this? or should i just self practise?
arghh. i wonder if gayu felt like that but i guess adaptation is just a phase.
its tougher when everyone around me are same age as me or better players than me...
yeah. but still i love my section XD although i don't mention it.
wish i could compliment others more..
so yeah germaine played well today :)
but judee isn't having such an easy time...
oh well. long chalet. oh dear hahaha.
life is pretty boring now. when im at home its just me, sweets and my computer or ps..
i wanna shift house!
*_ger!~